Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Pained.. I am a second grade citizen.. for so i am treated!

Sri Chanakya's Niti Sastra says "Never inhabit a country where you are not respected, where you cannot gain knowledge"..

I feel now, my future generation would not be respected, nor they can gain equal education. So what is the point in inhabiting this country... I am very pained to say this..
But do i left with any choice?

I am already treated as a second grade citizen and as per the trends, this would further deteriorate... I am help less. I wanted to stay in my country and serve it. I wanted my country to flourish and be a role model to all the nations to follow.. but now after seeing these cunning ruling class (The Politicians).. yes these are the ruling class, take the example of Tamil nadu what is the percentage of MLAs / MPs that are brahmins? I guess its less than 1%! And what is the percentage of OBCs its 99%!!! and these 99% guys say they are backward and they need reservation!! what an irony...

I want to disown my state, i am very ashamed to say that i belong to such a nasty sate of Tamil Nadu...! I hate these caste based politicians who think they are taking revenge on the brahmins for my fore fathers commited crime on their fore fathers!!!

I was brought up in chennai city, i never knew what was the caste of the guy who sits next to me at school, until i filled up my higher secondary examination forms where i am asked to mention my caste as Forward!! I saw when such a forward guy as me is coming on a public transport, my backward friends were coming on luxurious cars!!! I couldnt get what this backward mean? If they feel that guys in viallages are back ward then why are these guys who are coming car getting the reservation? Are they still back ward?? This is just bull shit.

I dont know why i am being discriminated for no fault of mine... I was brain washed to think that i need to bore the mistakes of my fore fathers!

I have never done any discrimination against any one! why am i being discriminated based on caste... ???
Is this to tell me that i need to start discriminating people based on caste? Or is it to tell that I need to move out of my country....??

Any way i am getting a secondary treatment in my own country why shouldnt i go out and work for another country where i would any way deserve to get a secondary treatment...
atleast then i wont feel as bad as like this.....


Me - A Most backward Brahman..